2/28/12


Not a bad day in work.One of the guys that I work with has such a negative attitude, nothing is ever right, everybody else is wrong, and he can do no wrong. Never anything positive about anything. WOW!! I am glad that I will only be there for 5 weeks. He is never happy about something, someone, anywhere, anything. Amazing!!


Chatted with an old friend today and she seems to try and be real, but she will talk about you to anybody you talk to her about. She is not to be trusted.


So I am going to set some goals and try and lose some weight  about 40 pounds. I don't have someone to support me. This is something that I know is my fault because I don't trust people and by choice, choose not have a friend. My son would help but I am not comfortable with that right now. He has his own life and he needs to work on it himself. I feel that parents should not dump their problems on their children. We should be there to support them.


I have a treadmill and a bowflex, I just need to start using them. And not go out to breakfast every morning. I need to figure out what to eat, I hate to cook. 


So my goals will be not to go out to eat on work days.
Start using the treadmill everyday for 25 to 30 minutes.
Being honest with myself.
And listening to me, not ignoring what I am saying to me.


See you tomorrow.